i am not understanding my mind by Che Shankar

i am not understanding my mind
blink blink tick tack- tick tack
i have not been in,like this group
my first test,with chicken roast and wine
scared and deli ma,have or not to have
this is our culture obey to elder
that was a great eve,where I was lost
inner pain,wonderful,romantic night with brothers
when I was scared and full by half glass

one half glass was with that-self
at that time,I didn’t think about character
that was the one ,myself psycho character
driver ,my driver,took me in different way
with full of trouble and pain
brother my brother,inside sleeping bag
again,
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there,same place,in same routine
which makes me blink blink for three day